He's My Everything

M.Y.B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D.
He can make me smile on my darkest days, he can cheer me up when my world is crashing down and he makes me happy everytime i see him.
He's the absolute perfect boyfriend. He's compassionate, caring, loving, hot, sexy, amazing, hes everything ive always wanted.
People always say its so cliche to say things like this and to express them. And well, maybe it is cliche, but i dont care. He's amazing, plain and simple.
There is no one on this entire planet that i am better suited with. I dont ever want him to leave, i dont ever want to stop the love, i dont ever want to be apart from him. I will always want him by my side, holding me, protecting me, loving me.

I Love You With All My Heart

♥ ♥ ♥

A Whirlwind

F.A.L.S.E.
Its funny to slow things down and see everything else speed up.
Its funny to be with a guy who isnt just with me for the physical, and to actually feel love. Its funny to be in a relationship and watch the other relationships whirl around you. Its funny to see everyone fall "in love" so fast. How long have these people been dating for? A week? Right, and you definetly love that other person and want to spend time with them, and hold them in your arms and sleep with them.
Love is something you cant feel after a week. Love isnt just something that you can throw around, it isnt something you can switch on and off. Its something that grows from the moment you meet that someone, it grows and grows until after a while you really do love them.

I can currently look at two relationships and everytime i think of everything they say i laugh. And i cant stop. Its funny to see how they can be so "in love" after a week or dating.

Love Part II

T.H.R.E.E.W.O.R.D.S.


What is it about those three special words? What is it that when someone says them for the first time that makes you take off? What is it about them that makes you soar higher and higher? And what is it once you lose those three words that makes you crash and burn?

Having them is incredable, and not having them makes you want them more than anything.

Everytime i look into his eyes i think of those three words in my head. I hope that everytime he looks at me those three words cross his mind too ♥

Catching Up

S.I.C.K.

So for the past week i have been really quite sick and as a result ive missed four days of school. I was so sick with the flu that the only thing i could do was sleep, lay in bed and watch T.V.
I was able to get back to school today and had quite a productive day, i managed to get a full weeks worth of chem homework done in my two morning spares.

The best feeling in the world was walking into the locker room and seeing you there. Your face just lit me up. I was so happy just to see you again and when you smiled i melted. You slowly came over and an overwelming exhuastion came over me and you just took me into your arms and gave me hug. That moment was perfect, it made my entire day.

Your arms around me is the best thing in the world and i hope it never stops ♥

Please Stay

T.U.E.S.D.A.Y.
Probably one of the greatest days of my entire life.

Tuesday was a day that won’t ever be forgotten, Tuesday was amazing, exhilarating, exhausting, surprising, intriguing, fantastic, magnificent, spectacular. I don’t have enough words to convey how that day made me feel, how being with him made me feel.
The sounds, the touches, the feelings, the emotions; they wont ever be forgotten. Everything just stays in my head, and circulates around and around. Sometimes I can’t stop thinking about that day. Every show we watched, every joke we made, every kiss and cuddle and hug, they’ll be with me forever.

I didn't want you to go. I wanted to stay on that couch forever with you. I could have laid in your arms for the rest of my life and been perfectly content listening to the beat of your heart and feeling the warmth of your body. I didn't want to let you go, didn't want to get up, didn't want to walk you to your car. That night I didn't want to sleep, I didn't want to forget, didn't want to stop talking to you.

All I wanted was for you to be right next to me again.

I can’t wait to have another Tuesday, I can’t wait to see you again, I can’t wait for you to hold me and kiss me and look at me with those perfect eyes.

I never want you to stop holding me, or touching me, or caring about me. And I won’t ever stop caring about you ♥

Saturdays ♥

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.

I would just like to say that i had the greatest time yesterday.
Who wouldnt when all you do is spent time with that special person. Working hard for the first few hours and getting all that homework done was fantastic, especially when you take breaks and watch destroyed in second while cuddling on the couch and 'thinking' you should really be working on that project.
After all the homework was finished we just kicked back and relaxed. Watching TV and just cuddling on the couch was perfect, i couldnt have asked for anything better.
And then the Alamo came on, and i laughed cuz i didnt have any clue what is was about so you had to explain everything to me. And by the end of that movie i still didnt know what Dennis Quad was doing there. We 'watched' the Alamo and it was perfect. Definetly the highlight of the evening for both of us.
He's the greatest. Hes focused on me and he isnt selfish at all. He isnt afriad to tell me im beautiful or to kiss me on the tip of my nose. He isnt nervous to try things and he isnt shy. Hes handsome and sexy and incredably muscular.

He's just over all perfect ♥

-- xoxo Sunshine

Loss

It feels like i've lost everything anf everyone...
No one cares anymore.

-xoxo Caity